To those of you who stop in periodically and drop me a line here and there to let me know that you care, thank you. this place has been my life line. A beautiful place to help me try to learn and grow and do something with a life that was wiped out. I am in counseling, though he is a dork, so i think i am going to have to find someone else. If i knew what my problem was i would have cured myself a long time ago. uhhh, ya think?? But i did take the steps. And i am taking the steps with my other doc's to let them know that if they can't help me then don't just take my money, send me to someone who can help me. I am tired of sitting on the bottom looking up. i dont think its fair that i have to stay there because nobody wants to take the time to look a little closer. so i guess this is me pissed off. i know that sometimes its hard for the people around me to understand looking okay n the outside but being disabled on the inside, but doctors too? come on...and the people around me arent making me all too happy on a regular basis either. So choices people, choices. but yes, I am alive and kicking up a storm over here in northeastern ohio. My life never was the easiest place to be but i have a daughter who needs me and at 15 she is a handful too but she still would be lost without me. So thank you to all of you to come and have been patient with me. I have lots of pics and lots of ideas. but one computer and i never seem to be able to get on it long enough to do even one pic. I have one of my daughter that i really want to do something beautiful with. but i have so many ideas for it that id never have enough time to begin to get them all done. i keep asking for a laptop(even found one for 200 last week) but for 3 years i dont think it will happen. oh well. we all have our goals to strive for. much love and lots of coca cola