I have not updated this in awhile, i no longer live in ohio...got away from the girl and her family that was dragging me and my daughter down. though it hurt alot to leave them behind, my mother became ill and my other daughter in michigan needed caring for as well. It was time to go.
To get home was an overwhelming relif and though the responsibilities have proven to be many and i have lost weight again, i dont thing the wight loss is form not eating or stress. I can really put the food away and i have been very active. i think i have turned some of it into muscle! anyway we lost alot in the process like both of my cameras she refused to give to me. she refused to give me my computer and alot of my clothing and my daughters belongings. Much more material things were lost too but i guess sometimes it happens, being on disability they wont be easily replaced. but my ex-husband gave me his old laptop. though i dont know if it will run photoshop on it, i havent tried it yet. im still cleaning it up. but we will see. all previous work and photos are lost. but we are intact and very happy with our new lives so far. healthier by far. and maybe i will actually be able to produce something to submit, my momhas a pretty nice camera that i will probably use for awhile. and we shall see. thanks to those for your words of kindness and encouragement during the really hard times, i hope that i can be there for you when you need and encouraging word. bless you. no on to bigger and better things!!!!